#kris (self) | ...

"I don't have a fuckin' diary!" [ She does though. ] "What is this damn book talking about?!" [ Her notebook is one of the few possessions she has, so she cherishes it and uses it every day! ]

Kris, Susie, Mr. Ant Tenna and Asgore from DELTARUNE and UNDERTALE are available for interaction! They have been added to the brand new Carrd site with their small blog bios done, the shipping list, and then finally added to the muse interest check! Check them out when you can!

OH MY GOD THIS TOOK SO LONG HGNNNNN WAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭 ITS FINALLY DONE IMMA CRY ACKK,, So! Major updates in this post! First, I have overhauled the mobile muse list, shipping list, rules, blacklist, and credits to be on the new Carrd site! They won't be on separate documents anymore, all in one place, so you don't have to go all over the place to read stuff. It's easier for everyone, especially new people introduced to the blog! Also, Carrd should be more mobile-friendly than Google Docs so I'm hoping it's more accessible and I chose easy colors and fonts to read. If not, just message and we can go through and change it together!

Another major update to this blog is that I have temporarily disabled the main non-mobile blog because it's very broken and a hassle and a half to edit and add new muses. So, I'm considering getting another multimuse blog theme that'll be easier to edit the code, be nicer on the eyes, easier to use for users, and stuff like that! Or maybe stay a mobile blog exclusively and just use the Carrd site for what I would have on the main blog theme anyway? I don't know! I'm thinking it over, but also another reason is that it's uber stressful to work on that blog. 😭 I love working hard! It's a blessing for me to stay productive and enriched by something I'm so passionate about. Don't think otherwise, but it's grown more chaotic than I can handle, and I'm super sensitive to stress right now so I wanna do what's best for everyone.

Anyway, we can finally talk about the muses I added! I've played and finished DELTARUNE's new chapters, and it's apparent. 😔 I'm currently in the process of the Sword Route for Chapter 3, taking a break from the shadow mantle guy kicking my ass but I've completed the rest! Besides the Weird Route in Chapter 4, I still need to work on that too. All of my UT/DR muses have moved on here from @ofthedelta, by the way! I can't believe Susie is the embodiment of hope now, that's so cute... ;; I love her so much!! ALSO, KRIS, WHO WERE YOU TALKING TO ON THE PHONE?? Tenna is the kind of pathetic, wet blanket of an old man trope I really adore. He just wants love and attention!!! ;;;;; His muse is so high and it is what motivated me to keep on working! On one of my first days on my new ADHD med, Adderall, (it's 10mg ER caps, so it's baby and not working really besides maybe keeping me awake longer) I stayed up until almost 7:30am looking through Spamtenna art so I've been propaganda'd and that's all I have on my lil' brain. 😳 Congratulations on your divorce, Tenna!!! 🎉🎉🎉

New Verse | UNDERTALE

i do all my crimes at night but no one’s on so i can get away with it heehee this is inspired by my mutual @savebound​ and i’s rp of frisk instead being in deltarune and both frisk and kris being adopted into the dreemurr family - thanks sm it’s a cute idea!!

Added a new important verse that might warrant more interactions! Basically an UNDERTALE verse for Kris where both them and Frisk of them fell at the same time. Fun fact, they’re actually both orphans, but have been surviving alone together on the surface for a long while. Kris really works hard to take care of Frisk, but it’s a real struggle for the both of them. That’s when Kris heard of something that might change their fates in Mt. Ebott. Originally wanting to go alone, Frisk insisted to come along since they don’t really break apart, so Kris allows it. However on their trip on the mountain, Frisk gets caught on vines and falls down the hole to the Underground. Panicking and prioritizing Frisk’s health over their own, Kris jumps on after them and that’s when two player SOULs inhabit both of them.

Kris and Frisk are able to survive the fall, and that’s when they see themselves on a bed of golden flowers, in these strange ruins. The two of them then go through the Underground, inseparable. UNDERTALE from that point plays like a couch-co op game, which I think could work well if some things are tweaked. I mean, there’s two instances of souls with determination (Frisk and we assume Chara) so, why not? Bonus note, I try to show all the traits of the eight human souls in Kris, actually! Why? You’ll see, mwahaha. Or maybe it’s just symbolism?

Does Kris lose their personality here in this AU because of the SOUL like in DELTARUNE? Ya.

we can already tell this’ll fuck kris up a lot because they’re very sensitive about the topic of asriel - all the townsfolk has seen kris change so much because of his absence - that room asriel has in the cybercity can’t be looked in because kris, despite being commanded, closes their eyes so they don’t have to be reminded about it. also, the topic of asgore’s firing seems to be a similar sensitivity, so maybe that had to do with asgore’s and toriel’s divorce? kris would tell you (when not possessed) that the divorce didn’t affect them much, but that’s a blatant lie. kris felt their family was breaking apart because of it, and that  stake was driven in the heart when asriel, the one kris depends on a lot, who the both of them are the best-est of friends and siblings, just leaves both kris and toriel behind. kris knows it’s no one’s fault, but they feel so...alone.

imagine having asriel coming back for the first time since he’s gone to college, only to have the sweet reunion ruined. again, by reasons kris can only assume and blame on the SOUL. i mean technically asriel was already the one who fit the angel’s description in true pacifist route (while chara fit the genocide route prophecy), so it adds up.